It's time for that to end. I'm ruining my chances at a career in academia. I need to radically accept that I can't have my goal weight and my goal career.
Since I'm on my math trip to Vancouver, and I've been binging and purging a lot on campus food, I decided to go out and get some groceries, so that I can have safe pre-made meals.
I got:
Almonds
Apple Larabars
Quest bars
Protein plus bars
Chai and green tea
Peanut butter
Apples
Bananas
This morning I had oats with peanut butter and a banana. I was still hungry after so I allowed myself to have a quest bar. I'm going to get better. It's a slow process, but I will heal.
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