The past few weeks have been rough. Tonight my roommate and I are hosting a low key Halloween party. I'm pretty nervous about it to be honest. We made chocolate bark which is super yummy but I'm so scared that it's going to be triggering. I'll be wearing a tight dress, and be surrounded by people and chocolate. I'm nervous I'm going to end up binging and purging.
I'm really proud of myself for putting myself out there and being more social, but I'll I want to do is curl up in a ball.
Time for nap.
Sabtu, 29 Oktober 2016
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