Worn out

You'd think I would be full of energy - on vacation at the other end of the country, enjoying the ocean and life in general.

But my vacation is for a math summer school. We've been learning two full courses in two weeks. We have to present a presentation in a couple weeks, plus preparing for school to start up again there's been a lot on my mind.

This year I get a shot at doing some original research in the particular area of math I want to study. It's really exciting but I'm also scared I won't be able to understand the material.

All I want right now is a nap. I'm going to sleep a little, then try to do some work. This constant binging and purging sure isn't helping me either.. but I just can't seem to stop.

Despite being so worn out, I'm in a good mood. I don't want to die like I often do when I'm this worn out. I'm worn out but excited. And that's a really good feeling.