Twice to be gone

I promised to wait

Another ten years, but

The hatred inside

Of me ruined the night

We had plans to see

Each other the

Next day, but I tried

Twice to be gone

I lied and told

You that walks are nice

When I was heading to

The pharmacy

I went to sleep

With hope that I

Would cease

To be

I told you the next day

That I did "Something dumb"

But never told you

To what extent

I took enough to stop

A heart

But your love

Kept mine beating

You brought me a sweater

And gave me a hug

But nothing would make up

For the pain that I caused

The rail road tracks

On the front of my arms

Don't lead to where I want to go

And I tried twice to be gone

I tried to go by failure of

Heart and maybe

That shows how

Much I love you

I can never be

Sorry enough for

What I did and I tried

Twice to be gone